Good Afternoon,

It has been a while since my last entry. I think I felt like what I post needs to be perfect. The action paralysis (is that a thing?) has prevented me from even starting. Welp exposure therapy it is.

Since the last update I have not found a job, I have not figured out my purpose and I have not made a difference in the world. Hopefully by my next entry that all will be fixed. Everyone has said to me that the “job market is trash” but after looking for 6-8 months how is it not me?! I am looking for a very specific job so..

Side quest: Have you ever tried to text tantrum and accidentally autocorrected to tantric? Unfortunately that is what I searched on my work computer.

Does anyone else think of book/movie plots during the day or is that just me? Should I add some of my ideas on here? What if I do and “Big Hollywood” scoops it from me? And then I thought “What would Carrie Bradshaw do?” lol I do have an internal monolog similar to her but nothing special..

This feels wild to not have thing in this post EXACTLY how I want but I am doing something. I feel like I am wanting a lot but not doing or putting my self out there creatively enough to move forward.. I am going to try to post more often.. Here is me taking a step towards working on hobbies.

Warmest and kindest thanks,

Emmathy